day 20!

ok umm i dont kno if like this one either but.

Cautious
I'm being cautious this timecarefully balancing on this love
watching my step
trying to figure out what he's really thinking ofYes I'm really scared
but who wouldn't be?
It's my heart that's being juggled
and who knows if this is meant to beI don't wanna get hurt
I repeat over and over again
but I see Mr. Heartache coming...he's sadly becomes my friend
It's hard to know what's an illusion
what's real and what's fakebut I guess it's a huge riskI've chosen to take
My heart is still guarded by a wall
that he's breaking a bit more each daywith a hammer called hope and sweet talk
and I'm weak to that... what can I say?
He knows he owns my heart that I'm always gonna be there
I wish I could turn around and walk awayto see if he would actually care
My mind tells me "walk away... say no!"but unfortunately my heart's winning
and it tells me "wait a second longer... don't let go"He says he wont hurt me
but he already did once beforeI'm walking on loose string
should I stay or should I go?I need him to prove to me
that he does really care
and to show methat he'll always be there
I wanna feel safeto know we'll be something more someday
that he's not messing with my heart
that he'll love me today, tomorrow, and everyday
but I have to face reality...he ain't proving that to me
all he's doing is confirming my fear...that this was never meant to be I guess I'll have to wait there's nothing more to doI'm risking my heart once again If you were me... would you?