day 25

it is really annoying when you paste a poem and all the spaces and line breaks dont show up
teenage life sucks

Stuck in a world you thought you once knew
Now everyone's turning their backs on you
Once quiet girls, like puppies on rugs
Have turned their backs and started doing drugs
The boy next door that you liked for years
Has turned his back and started drinking beers
All of these changes are going around
And you kick and scream but they don't hear a sound
What happened to the innocence so easy to find?
You wonder if you're the only one who still has their mind
They try to pull you in and you know you might fall
But nobody knows there's a solution to it all
Right over this wall you can have your life back
Of friends, and laughter, be back with your pack
There's no need to worry, no need to fear
All of the innocence you know is still here
There are just a few obstacles you know you must climb
Persuading and begging to get back your mind
You cannot give up the prize is far too great
Just hope your obstacles don't make you too late
Do all you can to help your chains break
This is all real, nothing is fake
You're stuck in a world you thought you once knew
Turn your back on your world they've turned theirs on you

day 24

im really really confused

There's a girl
Who is secretly
In love, her secret
Being she can't tell
Anyone

Why? They'd all laugh
And be shocked. The
Boy well he'd never
Give her a second look

She's all confused and
All mixed up. Why does
She feel this way?

All she knows is when
She's with him, she's free.
Free to be who she is
And to be happy.

She just wants to be
With him, to be able to
Tell him how she feels
For him to feel the way
She does

But she'll never be able
To express her love, she'l
Shelter it in her heart for
Always

I've loved him for so long...

day23

BOYFRIENDS...


Boyfriends....You can never please them,You try so hard to impress....But then SWOOSH!One day they love you, the next day they dump you.When its all said and done,You wish you'd never dated that sorry son...Met his parents they sure liked you.Whats wrong with mamas little boy?He said he loved me..Maybe not...Now the only thing I wanna do is hit him over the head,with a pot...I should never have met him...I shouldn't have given a care,When he told me so sweetly that I had pretty hair..He was so loose,Maybe,just maybe,I should have tightened his noose.Was being a ball-and-chain....Really worth all this pain?I have blocked him from my mind*Sigh* He sure was one of a kind...Boys are so hard so understandThat maybe...they should be banned...:)Boy...I wish I had a man..... Boyfriends....You can never please them,You try so hard to impress....But then SWOOSH!One day they love you, the next day they dump you.When its all said and done,You wish you'd never dated that sorry son...Met his parents they sure liked you.Whats wrong with mamas little boy?He said he loved me..Maybe not...Now the only thing I wanna do is hit him over the head,with a pot...I should never have met him...I shouldn't have given a care,When he told me so sweetly that I had pretty hair..He was so loose,Maybe,just maybe,I should have tightened his noose.Was being a ball-and-chain....Really worth all this pain?I have blocked him from my mind*Sigh* He sure was one of a kind...Boys are so hard so understandThat maybe...they should be banned...:)Boy...I wish I had a man.....

day 22

im really mad at my parents right now



I Had no time to hate
XXII.

I had no time to hate, because
The grave would hinder me,
And life was not so ample I
Could finish enmity.

Nor had I time to love; but since
Some industry must be,
The little toil of love, I thought,
Was large enough for me.

day 21. cliff

well im today is my off day i don't know what to talk/write about .
im up in the liberay and i ust had a long talk with cliff = ]
he's silly any wat umm im about the to go to french = [ which i hate alot. and i have a test and
i didnt study for it. wish me luck. anyway is anyone wants to do something this weekend call me.

day 20!

ok umm i dont kno if like this one either but.

Cautious
I'm being cautious this timecarefully balancing on this love
watching my step
trying to figure out what he's really thinking ofYes I'm really scared
but who wouldn't be?
It's my heart that's being juggled
and who knows if this is meant to beI don't wanna get hurt
I repeat over and over again
but I see Mr. Heartache coming...he's sadly becomes my friend
It's hard to know what's an illusion
what's real and what's fakebut I guess it's a huge riskI've chosen to take
My heart is still guarded by a wall
that he's breaking a bit more each daywith a hammer called hope and sweet talk
and I'm weak to that... what can I say?
He knows he owns my heart that I'm always gonna be there
I wish I could turn around and walk awayto see if he would actually care
My mind tells me "walk away... say no!"but unfortunately my heart's winning
and it tells me "wait a second longer... don't let go"He says he wont hurt me
but he already did once beforeI'm walking on loose string
should I stay or should I go?I need him to prove to me
that he does really care
and to show methat he'll always be there
I wanna feel safeto know we'll be something more someday
that he's not messing with my heart
that he'll love me today, tomorrow, and everyday
but I have to face reality...he ain't proving that to me
all he's doing is confirming my fear...that this was never meant to be I guess I'll have to wait there's nothing more to doI'm risking my heart once again If you were me... would you?

day 19 = ]

stupid boys.
well my boy isn't stupid today

I'm laying there beside you,Looking deep into your eyes
,They appear to be so beautiful,And they don't tell any lies
I'm laying there beside you,
I reach out and feel your arm,A single touch of beauty
,And a smile is my charm
I'm laying there beside you
,Just laughing the night away,
There's no place I'd rather be,
Then here with you today
I'm laying there beside you,I sing a song for all to hear,'
Never did I imagine today,
That I'd be laying hereI'm laying there beside you,
There's no place I'd rather be,
Then laying here with you,And you laying here with me